Monday, December 31, 2007
PSYCHO's Year End 2007
It is a remarkable year as I look back...
I've been grown in to a new leaf human...
Sometimes I wonder, is my life in 2007 really completed?
Is a question will never have an answer, yet it makes me realize times passed without any mercy or trail...
I'll end this last post in 2007 with a poet I wrote long long time ago:
天有雨过天晴的彩色虹桥,
地有秋落春生的绿色精灵;
曾经的黑暗是否留在尾后,
未来的亮光仍在前头等待。
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Monday, December 3, 2007
PSYCHO's Fair Enough!!!
I realize that when things rise up as a problem, I'm the person often got depends on.
Being the person who do decision instead of them to take initiative to find a solution. Yeah, I feel deeply unfair and fustrated. It seems like making me feel unpatience for the past two days. Furthermore, when a decision is made, critics heard... To me, it is very pathetic.
However, I remembered the teaching on a camp, "The world is never fair to anyone, & that's why people always shouted 'Why? Why? Why?'".
Yeah, the world is never fair.
Some people never came to school yet had a better result than most others;
Some people don't do much works but they got all the credits;
Some people give theri loves but never get the returns of loves...
The world is never fair...
But what will happen if the world always fair?
I can't imagine cause everyone will take their own advantage and might makes everyone into selfish person...
Hard to give it a thought.
But what I learn from the people around me is that the fairest things in the world is we can always learn when we dare to loose.
God always bless those who dare to give and no to keep. Although the blessings doesn't always be the same as what we loose...
So, who cares fair or not fair?
If we did things that we wants & things comes from our hearts, then that'll be more than fair enough...
Remember, there's no such things called fair game....
level 26 Togetic!
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
PSYCHO's Movement
"I LOVE YOU" movement...
Is jsut something about saying 'I Love You' to those around you.
Although there is not much people who really join me in it, personally the outcome is quite a not bad... At least to me...
There is people who commented on this weird movement where my tone of saying 'I Love You' sounds like fooling around rather than meaning it.
However, one of them ger it when I explain it.
Althoug the way of saying might not mean it, but it definitely brings the meaning of it. 'I Love You' is really a magical phrase. no matter what way of saying it (other than evil way or evel intention), it brings joy & love to those who received it. Believe it or not, I'd tried it myself...
Other than that, the person who said it will also feel the joy and love inside.
By saying the three magical words, few of my relatioship with my friends definitely had changed. We got closer, easier to mingle & etc.
As said in the bible, the fruit of spirit with order is started with love, joy, peace, & etc.
With the love we have or gave, definitely contains joy & peace. That's how my relationship with my mum changed a lot. From arguement into better, I'll say that's God's miracle by haveing the 3 words in my life...
To end it, I'm encouraging everyone, and I mean EVERYONE who reading this to join in this weird weird yet effecetive movement - "I LOVE YOU" movement....
level 21 Luvdisc!
Monday, November 12, 2007
PSYCHO's 梦
就在那时,就在那处。
似曾相识的感觉,似曾经历的感触;
在那刻是多么的真实,多么的开兴。
在梦中出现的梦,是多么的可贵,
在梦中出现的梦,是多么的实在。
但那始终也是个梦,
无论多么的实在,多么的安抚,
始终也是个梦。
双眼睁开,
梦依然还是个梦,
一个曾是在梦中为现实的一个梦。
现实的存在,
梦中的梦,
内心反映的情景;
现实的梦,
梦的实在,
奇妙的牵连。
这奇妙的牵连是否能具体化?
还是由始至终存为一个幻形?
唯有时间,毅力,盼望,
无限的能耐与等待,
结局必自然的揭开一切。
level 21 Wobbuffet!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
PSYCHO's Eyes
As so far, things aren't the same as when I first came here.
At least I knew that things is morphing, from a caterpilar to a butterfly...
Good nor bad is another hope for each of everyone in the universe...
Sometimes I notied that people often lack of the confidence to look into other people's 'eyes'. Not the biological eyes, but is the eyes of the heart...
Why? Was it they scared? Scared to be hurt by others? Scared to hurt others? Or perhaps they were scared to be looked by others when they look into others eyes?
But either way, What I learned is that if we do not grab hold onto the opportunity that given to us to look into others eyes, we may not have second chance.
As mentioned, we might get hurt, we might hurt others, or any other reasons... We can't run away from looking into others eyes... there might be a lots of different consequences, but there is one that is absolute consequence - relief.
With the relief, I believe each of us will definetely able to smile again, laugh again, face ourselves again... The most important is able to look into others eyes again...
level 32 Togetic!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
PSYCHO's On the Move
Yeah, is true that sometimes people tend to run away, tend to stop the time in order to solve a problem that is currently facing...
Either sadly or a blessed, no one can ever stop moving on.
Although we can stop the clock move, but we still can't deny that time is actually moving on with or without our permission...
"Why can we stop everything?" This is a common question we ask...
But who we actually really think of the consequences when we actually can stop the time, stop our movement...
We stop, other will still keep on moving... That's a no doubt statement...
When the times comes where we decide to keep on moving, others have been far far away from our sight...
Sad? Yes, no doubt....
When we wake up from the rest we have, things will be different for us to chase for; everything will be a mess for us to understand; people around us will be differ from what we have known; things will not be the same, & only be another lame excuse to stop moving forward...
No one but ourself is the only person to help us keep moving...
We need food to oversome our hunger;
We need water to overcome our thirst;
We need shelter to overcome our insecuritiness;
We need acceptance to overcome our non-belongingness;
We need approval to oversome the low self-esteem of ours;
We too need the courage & commitment to keep on MOVING...
level 49 Celebi!
Friday, October 26, 2007
The Inside-Out of PSYCHO.....
Do everyone actually did find their identity?
Do everyone eventually recognize themselves?
For me, I wouldn't say... at least for now...
From the planet of PSYCHO indeed is not an easy thing especially you reveal yourself to the earthlings.
The clearer they know you, the more rumours, misunderstandings,etc. going around.
Now I realize why Gastly wanna hide their identities that only can be reveal through the silph scope.
Being a PSYCHO actually and really no wrongs.
Perhaps sometimes I do things out of the norms, perhaps sometimes I do have some thinking that out of the norms, perhaps I do have some emotions that out of the norms... But still, I am half earthling now....
PSYCHO... Who will be proud of it? Not that like I'm from planet Krypton; or from planet KO-35; or even planet Vegeta...
Gastly the level 25 Gastly!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
The Down of PSYCHO
Yeah is true that this is not hte first time having a bad result, but somehow or perhaps putting some hope in it this time...
My favourite subject & the most confidence subject, I only able to get 'B'... yeah is quite good for my standard....
So why am I sad fot it... I really don't know...
CGPA from 2.7+ to 2.6+, that is not definetely maintaining, is droping.....
And the worst is that there is people cry for getting a 'B'... Come on man, is just a 'B', for that you feel hurt, for that you feel sad...
Then what should those who get 'C', or even retake the subject react?
Feel like really wanna burst out, feel like giving up in study.
I am not that type of person who good in study, getting good grades in exam...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................................
level 55 Nidoking!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
PSYCHO, Useless? Usefull? !!!!!
It is so weird that the earthlings lifestly is do different than in my hometown.
With a different living style, it is hard for me balance everything.
Having the heart of PSYCHO, having the thought of PSYCHO, having the mind of PSYCHO... Is it still a good thing for me to keep on, hang on, hold on?
I thought I can & able to go through the differences of this 2 planets, but it seems that I'm a bit naive or perhaps too imaginative.
In this planet of Earth, I really don't know how good I am, how usefull I am to this planet. Yeah, not to mentioned that I don't even know my imges in the Planet of PSYCHO.
I wanna keep trying like Bagon, but I really too tired to go on. Seems like there is no future for me. It seems like I can do nothing correctly...
How usefull I am to this planet & my home planet, Planet PSYCHO....
level 21 Bagon!
The Search of PSYCHO
I never stop searching mine identity...
Who am I really?
Am I from the Planet of PSYCHO?
or I'm just a normal eartlings who possess the PSYCHO's thinking?
Identity is something hard to be correctly defined.
not even he PSYCHOs can explained it.
But one thing is true about identity is that it need to be search untill to be found.
But the problem arised is that when the search will meet its end?
I really want to know, who am I? Why am I here? What's my destiny? What should I do? Whn is my times comes?
Question after another came into my mind.
Thinking is what I'm good at, but having solution probably is what I should seek help from.
level 54 Deoxys!
Friday, September 14, 2007
PSYCHO MASTER's Eevee
Just some few update before going into today's main topic.
- Having final.
- Wanting to be/change myself.
Yup, that's the short update.
Now, Introducing the cute Eevee.
From the pokedex, eevee is 'an extremely rare pokemon that may evolve in a number of different ways depending on stimuli.
What does it mean by evolving into different ways?
Eevee can evolve into 7 types:
- Water - Vaporeon
- Electric - Jolteon
- Fire - Flareon
- Psychic - Espeon
- Dark - Umbreon
- Grass - Leafon
- Ice - Glaceon
Eevee able to evolve into various type of pokemon depending on the ways eevee evolve & what eevee want to be.
I like eevee is because eevee has the characteristic of human. Eevee is like a small baby who has a variety of future in front of him. He can become a good guy or a bad guy, just like eevee can be any types of form.
Of course, some might just want to be who he/she is now, like eevee that choose not to evolve.
Actually each and every one of us has the choice to make. We can't just avoid the path that lies in front of us. We can't avoid tho choose. We born with the gift to choose, & born with the defeciency of choose.
I'm not saying anything bad about choosing, but is to realize that each one of us including the earthlings, are destinied to choose.
level 25 Eevee!
It is our destiny to Choose.
Friday, September 7, 2007
PSYCHO MASTER's Pokemon World
What so special about pokemon?
I really can't answer that.
At 1st, I thought is just another dump dump cartoon...
But things went different when my friends introduce me the Pokemon-TCG...
Pokemon-TCG is actually Trading Card Game, which I'm quite an expert (Say ME...).
So, just some brief introduction base on my wisdon & knowledge...
1. Pokemon simply means Pocket Monster...
2. Pokemon origin from Japan (duh-uh)...
3. Pokemon basically born in the year of 1996 (I think so)...
4. Pokemon created by Satoshi Tajiri & owned by Nintendo (Wow...).
5. There is currently have up to 483 different name & types pokemon
6. The most famous pokemon will be PIKACHU... (Pika Pika...)
7. Currently the product of Pokemon (special one) includes Trading Card Game - known as TCG; Trading Figure Game -TFG; Animation which can also find on store; Pokemon RPG game which hits a lots of young human... & Manga series which hits me GAO GAO.... (Ho Ho Ho...).
I think that's all my wisdom & knowledge on Pokemon...
That's it for now, see ya....
level 48 Pikachu!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
SATAY TRIP of PSYCHO MASTER
It is meant to give student time to study for the final. But yet I take it as a holiday week.
You can't expect much from the PSYCHO MASTER right.
Now currently help my dad in my uncle's office.
Been a busy days for me for the past few days.
But have a short trip to Malacca, a Satay Trip.
Isn't that nice?
Went down Malacca following DJun, since she's go back hometown.
We only buy the ticket on that very rushign day.
Never though of so many people is crowding in the Pudu. It gave me a shock. REALLY!!
Once we reach Malacca, the very first thing is of course to look for satay lar...
Whoa, I love the satay there so much.
Will took the picture if I brought my camera together.
Things happen on the way back. Not really good things.
1. Miss my bus - of course have to get another ticket.
2. Went on a wrong bus - Thank God somehow realize it.
3. Heavy rain - run liek a chicken in the rain.
4. Went on a wrong train - Thank God realize it at the last minute.
That's my small update for the SATAY TRIP!!
level 21 Munchlax!
Friday, August 31, 2007
Talking Cure?
When one is being asked directly to get an answer, the answer often being riddled.
No one knows the answer direclty other that the person it self.
Is it being honest is a wrong thing?
Earthlings tend to do things by their own ways, & sometimes the way people used may bring different meanings or motives in it.
Rather than having doubt & questions, isn't it confronting to the person directly will always better than guessing without knowing the answer? Of course, confronting in a polite way instead of harsh way.
In Chinese saying, '说者无意,听者有心'. Meaning that the person who said ot did might not carry the same meaning that another person wo intepret it.
Things like this often happens in this planet.
When the earthlings misinterpret things,they often curse, angry, talking bad, or even just be patient with it until there is some changes.
Yet they don't know the actual meaning of certain behaviors.
level 17 Ralts!
Isn't that the earthlings just confront each others when there is a doubt?
Isn't that saying own opinion & accept others opinion makes things better?
Why need to hide & get hurt by own misinterpretation?
WEIRD EARTHLINGS...
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
UPR? UPSR?
So, as the title mentioned, I'm going to post something about UPR & UPSR.
"What is UPR?" you might wonder.
"What is UPSR?" you might say.
UPR - Unconditional Positive Regard
UPSR - Unconditional Positive Self Regard
So, UPR & UPSR simply meaning that respecting others completely and respecting own oneself completely.
One must regain UPR before can gain UPSR. Who give us UPR?
Of course is the people around us.
You imagined, if people around don't respect who you are; they insulted you; they don't spend time listening to your ideas, thought, & feelings; they dont appreciate your both hard & light work; they dont pay attention on you but to others; the worst is they don't treat you as a human being.
Do you think you can gain some respect for your ownself? Confused?
Make it simple.
If parents often scolded their kids in front of the public & treated them badly. So, put yourself into the shoe of the kids, would you able to gain self-esteem within yourslef?
UPR is the ultimate door to UPSR, the esteem of oneself.
How often do we really listen to others?
How often do we really respect to others feelings, thoughts, & actions?
How often do we really appreciate others works & contributions?
How often do we really show our appreciation to others?
level 36 Gorebyss!
How often do we really said out to others that we actually care for them?
A word to show care might be the ultimate key to one's ultimate door od UPSR.
the Psycho of PSYCHO
Perhaps some intorduction of myself will do? Yeah, it will.
So, here goes for nothing,
1. Name - PSYCHO MASTER
2. Age - that's secret
3. Hobbies - hack into own unconscious mind. Hehehe.
4. Course - Psycho-ing people in No Choice Uni (UTAR)
There goes my introduction. Short? Yup. I'm a PSYCHO MASTER, what do you thinki you'll get from me ar?
OK, will post something new later. Something from the learning. =)
level 53 Mewtwo!
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
A Brand New Start
My last blog has been deleted, & a whole new blog will now present in front of you.
Many of mine interesting stuff will be post although not much people will know about this blog.
Hahaha.
For this new post, I proudly present, my PokePet.
level 50 Mew!