Tuesday, October 30, 2007

PSYCHO's On the Move

Humans are meant to be going forward all the time, and not to be stop...
Yeah, is true that sometimes people tend to run away, tend to stop the time in order to solve a problem that is currently facing...

Either sadly or a blessed, no one can ever stop moving on.
Although we can stop the clock move, but we still can't deny that time is actually moving on with or without our permission...

"Why can we stop everything?" This is a common question we ask...
But who we actually really think of the consequences when we actually can stop the time, stop our movement...

We stop, other will still keep on moving... That's a no doubt statement...
When the times comes where we decide to keep on moving, others have been far far away from our sight...
Sad? Yes, no doubt....

When we wake up from the rest we have, things will be different for us to chase for; everything will be a mess for us to understand; people around us will be differ from what we have known; things will not be the same, & only be another lame excuse to stop moving forward...

No one but ourself is the only person to help us keep moving...
We need food to oversome our hunger;
We need water to overcome our thirst;
We need shelter to overcome our insecuritiness;
We need acceptance to overcome our non-belongingness;
We need approval to oversome the low self-esteem of ours;
We too need the courage & commitment to keep on MOVING...

Clmnt's PokéPet

level 49 Celebi!

Friday, October 26, 2007

The Inside-Out of PSYCHO.....

Do everyone know who they are?
Do everyone actually did find their identity?
Do everyone eventually recognize themselves?

For me, I wouldn't say... at least for now...
From the planet of PSYCHO indeed is not an easy thing especially you reveal yourself to the earthlings.
The clearer they know you, the more rumours, misunderstandings,etc. going around.
Now I realize why Gastly wanna hide their identities that only can be reveal through the silph scope.

Being a PSYCHO actually and really no wrongs.
Perhaps sometimes I do things out of the norms, perhaps sometimes I do have some thinking that out of the norms, perhaps I do have some emotions that out of the norms... But still, I am half earthling now....

PSYCHO... Who will be proud of it? Not that like I'm from planet Krypton; or from planet KO-35; or even planet Vegeta...

Clmnt's PokéPet

Gastly the level 25 Gastly!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

The Down of PSYCHO

Finally, the result for the last sem is out... & this time some how I feel like to cry out LOUD...

Yeah is true that this is not hte first time having a bad result, but somehow or perhaps putting some hope in it this time...

My favourite subject & the most confidence subject, I only able to get 'B'... yeah is quite good for my standard....


So why am I sad fot it... I really don't know...
CGPA from 2.7+ to 2.6+, that is not definetely maintaining, is droping.....

And the worst is that there is people cry for getting a 'B'... Come on man, is just a 'B', for that you feel hurt, for that you feel sad...
Then what should those who get 'C', or even retake the subject react?

Feel like really wanna burst out, feel like giving up in study.
I am not that type of person who good in study, getting good grades in exam...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................................

Clmnt's PokéPet

level 55 Nidoking!

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

PSYCHO, Useless? Usefull? !!!!!

Planet of PSYCHO, a place where I once call home, perhaps I still...

It is so weird that the earthlings lifestly is do different than in my hometown.
With a different living style, it is hard for me balance everything.

Having the heart of PSYCHO, having the thought of PSYCHO, having the mind of PSYCHO... Is it still a good thing for me to keep on, hang on, hold on?
I thought I can & able to go through the differences of this 2 planets, but it seems that I'm a bit naive or perhaps too imaginative.

In this planet of Earth, I really don't know how good I am, how usefull I am to this planet. Yeah, not to mentioned that I don't even know my imges in the Planet of PSYCHO.

I wanna keep trying like Bagon, but I really too tired to go on. Seems like there is no future for me. It seems like I can do nothing correctly...

How usefull I am to this planet & my home planet, Planet PSYCHO....

Clmnt's PokéPet

level 21 Bagon!

The Search of PSYCHO

Sometimes is hard to know who we really are...
I never stop searching mine identity...

Who am I really?
Am I from the Planet of PSYCHO?
or I'm just a normal eartlings who possess the PSYCHO's thinking?

Identity is something hard to be correctly defined.
not even he PSYCHOs can explained it.

But one thing is true about identity is that it need to be search untill to be found.
But the problem arised is that when the search will meet its end?

I really want to know, who am I? Why am I here? What's my destiny? What should I do? Whn is my times comes?
Question after another came into my mind.

Thinking is what I'm good at, but having solution probably is what I should seek help from.

Clmnt's PokéPet

level 54 Deoxys!