PSYCHO's暗恋

暗恋真的好凄凉。
明明是如此的深爱，却要装作若无其事；
明明是如此的关心，却要装作毫不在乎；
明明是如此的思念，却要装作心无挂碍；
暗恋的人真的很会装戏，他们是天生的伪装者，几乎可以骗过所有的人。

本以为同样可以骗过自己，却突然发现自己早就识破了自己的谎言。
也许这一切听起来很滑稽，但暗恋人何常又不是呢？
暗恋的人本以为自己会很坚强，但他们的内心却是如此的脆弱。
暗恋的人本以为自己可以祝她幸福，但这个祝福是如此的勉强。

终于……终于有勇气向她表白时，她却很久都没有回复，
多年后，也许我们以为已经忘掉他，却发现自己的眼睛已经充满了泪水。

暗恋人往往会面对这样的结局，明明是最纯粹的爱，却要永远埋在心底。
或许，暗恋的人永远也不会失恋，但暗恋这种滋味真的要比失恋好么？
如果说失恋是天崩地裂，那么我想失恋就如同细水长流，慢慢的吞噬你的心灵……
暗恋的就如同影子一般，时时不肯离开你。乌云出现的时候，也许你可以远离他，但当乌云消失的时候，那个影子就又找到你，他就像老朋友一样，总是能找到你。渐渐的你习惯了这个老朋友。你本想就这样走下去，可你又结识了思念这个新朋友，于是，我们发现自己变得深沉了。

暗恋的人往往会很伤感，他们总是充满幻想，希望可以等到奇迹的发生，但直到他们消亡，却仍没等到那天。他们喜欢伤感的音乐，也许只有在那种音乐中，他们才能找到自我，才能得到一丝安慰。时间长了，暗恋的人也许会希望自己可以忘掉她，但却爱得更深，更醇，更凄凉……
暗恋那种感觉就?

原来暗恋也很快乐至少不会毫无选择；
为何从不觉得感情的事多难负荷不想；
占有就不会太坎坷不管你的心是谁的；
我也不会受到挫折只想做个安静的过客…….

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PSYCHO's It's Not Easy to be Me

I like this song. Kinda meaningful to me.
I always wanna be different, different from others, different form the norm.
But it seems to make ma become an outcast, isolated.
Different can be hero or zero. Which am I?

Being different is not easy.
You need an absolute endurance to endure the misunderstanding of the world, to endure the naive of own self, to endure the tears,to endure the sacrifices, to endure the dream that can't be realized.

Either HERO or ZERO,

IT'S NOT EASY TO BE ME.

PSYCHO's Logic & Affection

I've been reading kinda quite lots of book article about the BGR.
Of course, It includes the differences of two different person, male & female.
As usual, most said that guys are more using their logical sense in understanding and dealing with their environment; girls will prefer to dealing things with their gift of nature, the affection.

Affection can said to the females strength.
With their strong feelings with their environment, they often have the ability to connect or bond with the environment.
With or without using the logical thinking (usually known as brain), they somehow easily not bonded with the environment, but information from their unconscious is easily retrieved.
In this case, they usually easily sense something wrong especially dangers among things that are bonded with them, such as the family members, their beloved, their living surroundings, and such.
In simple, affection is females natural ability in surviving especially in this competitive society.

However, this gift of nature can somehow always their biggest weakness, especially in this society.
Seen ancient times, the females are to labeled as weaklings for the limited physical strength; while males are known as the leaders, the chief, the hero in any context due to their ability of physical strength.
But in this 21st era, guys still using their natural ability - logical thinking, to survive in different working fields.
As the guys lack of their sense of affection bonding with others, they often communicate what is in their mind rather than the bond they connected with others.
Among the groups of guys, this method often work for them; but when things comes into the mixture of both genders, this method don't seems work quite well.
Women easily get offended when their bond which they connected is being disconnect, as it often did by the communication of the guys.
As the guys often speak what they mean or in their minds, it somehow can offend the emotion behind the women which are hidden deep down where logical sense is totally useless.

Is emotion a good thing or not.
It really depends.
Emotion is the very things that connect human to human, maybe one day with aliens.
But before the days come, will emotion be the trigger of the distinction of the genders... That'll be horrible...